No, maybe not. I mean I can draw because I have a talent, no I don’t know when I will stop. I’ve probably never stopped drawing that’s for sure! How can a man go to school for anything! I mean you can go to college for art, but they don’t give you credit for it! You can learn how to draw by your parents, but they’ll never take you to college.
Art is the way in which we express how we feel. There’s so much power in art. And also, we’re going out there and we’re experiencing life in the first-person.
So if we have no real life there isn’t anything real about what we’re going through?
Well, if you can see life in the first-person, then definitely there is something real about it. If you can’t, you’re not going to be able to really understand it. You can’t be able to have it in your mind, because you may not be able to articulate it.
So it’s really just about getting through it, understanding. I mean I’ve spent so long talking to you, I think it would be silly not to try and figure out why is there that little part of you that is missing?
For me when I look back at my life and think about what happened, I’ve come to realize that a great many of my thoughts were really just not that coherent. I didn’t really have any concept of why I did the things I did, or why I was angry, or why I felt the way I did, or why I needed to feel that way. It was just an inebriated daydream. And just like anything else, when something isn’t that coherent – when it’s not coherent – it just becomes chaotic. I could have spent years trying to get it together, but every year the chaos in me kept rising to something new.
And one day I looked in the mirror, and it was like a total mess – the mess that I’d been dealing with all my life, and I was just like ‘Oh no, I guess I don’t live the right life.’
The other day I was taking a shower, and I came out of the shower and said ‘Damn, I’m so upset, I need to go to the doctor tomorrow. I need to be evaluated.’ And it’s at that point that I realized that the whole situation was just my own self-destructive impulses. My
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